G’day
I can give you general search.
Getting opinions of how people think creates the chinese whisper.
Go to the papers, get a gist of the scope and direction of info, what work is being done and get to the seed of the events.
Smile,,,,nothing is on my chest.
I just keep reading so that one day I hope to understand.
For example reading through but not limted to it.
Condensed Matter Astrophysics 2009
http://adsabs.harvard.edu/cgi-bin/nph-basic_connect?qsearch=Condensed+matter+astrophysics+2009&version=1
I do not read all the papers.
If your interest is understanding then the journey is worth it.
Undergraduate and graduate school fall into the same trap, the trap of “KNOWING”